"MAMA"

Mama, if i could turn back time

And once more hear your voisce,

I'd tell you that out of all the mothers,

You would still be my choice...

Please always know that i love you,

And no one can take your place,

Years may come and go,

But your memory will never be erased...

Today, Jesus, as you are listening

In your home above,

Would you go and find my MAMA,

And give her all my love...

" I miss you so much ma..."

Friend?

"What's important is that you are friends with the people who deserve your time. The fact is, some people in your life don't deserve to be there."

I woke up this morning when i heard my mobile phone beep. I received this message from my high school friend, who is now based abroad. I was surprised, and was so delighted because for so many years she has always been there. We are the type of friends who seldom talk or meet, but we know that we are always there for each other.

I was touched by this message for the reason that there are those people around me whom i consider friends but still i don't know if they consider me as one. You see, I am the type of person who would kill just to defend someone. This is how i treasure people who are close to my heart. So whenever that someone neglects me, i feel so crushed inside. Then i started to think, are these people my friends? People who doesn't return my phonecalls, people who doesn't reply to my messages, people who doesn't pay attention to my stories, people who doesn't seem to care about me... ARE THEY REALLY MY FRIENDS? Do they deserve my time? Do they deserve to be in my life?

Aaaahhhh.... It's really hard to find a true friend. One in a million as they say. To all my good friends who are now working abroad, i miss you so much guys. To my friends whom i haven't spend time with, to those who felt that i have neglected them, i am sorry. I never intended to do so. And to those who have always been there, who have always kept me standin', thank you so much.

~ MYSELF ~

~ Nothing to do~

Well, i've ceated this blogs post basically because i have nothing to do... LOL...My chores are done, Jana's already in school.I still don't have a job.I felt so bored, I have no idea of what to do. Or i just feel lazy or tired and just don't want to do the things that are available for me to do. Whatever. So why not blog? It's a healthy way of treating boredom. Also, i can update to you guys of whats happening in my life. Maybe thru this you will also know me deeper.

What is blogging?

Blogging is a way of collecting links to webpages and sharing thoughts and ideas with people online.
Blogs (or Weblogs) are basically online journals or diaries which are great for sharing information and ideas.

Blogger.com says:

"A blog is a personal diary. A daily pulpit. A collaborative space. A political soapbox. A breaking-news outlet. A collection of links. Your own private thoughts. Memos to the world."
As well as text, blogs often contain audio, music, images and video.
They're also really easy to make, so you can have one even if you aren't very technical.
Anything can be posted instantly to a blog.

Why Blog?

Surfing's no fun if you can't tell people what you've found.
How many times have you sent e-mails to your mates with the address of a particularly interesting web page, annotated with your own hilarious comments?
Wouldn't it be good to get your own web page where you could publish these comments, plus the links you find, turn it into a daily journal of thoughts and ideas and make the whole thing available to the world?
Well now you can, and if you do, you'll be joining the phenomenon that has become 'blogging'.

The history of blogs

Blogging has become something of a big thing in the last few years, and some of the biggest and best known weblogs attract the kind of traffic that even big name e-commerce sites would be jealous of.
Weblogs are more than pages of links - they tend to reflect the personalities of their owners. They are personal web pages, updated very often.

They are the product of their owners' imaginations, interests and wit, and it's probably this personal touch which has made them so popular, especially for political issues.

The word 'weblog' was coined by Jorn Barger, owner of the long-established and extremely popular Robot Wisdom weblog. You can get a lot more about the history of weblogs from his site at robotwisdom.com