Friend?

"What's important is that you are friends with the people who deserve your time. The fact is, some people in your life don't deserve to be there."

I woke up this morning when i heard my mobile phone beep. I received this message from my high school friend, who is now based abroad. I was surprised, and was so delighted because for so many years she has always been there. We are the type of friends who seldom talk or meet, but we know that we are always there for each other.

I was touched by this message for the reason that there are those people around me whom i consider friends but still i don't know if they consider me as one. You see, I am the type of person who would kill just to defend someone. This is how i treasure people who are close to my heart. So whenever that someone neglects me, i feel so crushed inside. Then i started to think, are these people my friends? People who doesn't return my phonecalls, people who doesn't reply to my messages, people who doesn't pay attention to my stories, people who doesn't seem to care about me... ARE THEY REALLY MY FRIENDS? Do they deserve my time? Do they deserve to be in my life?

Aaaahhhh.... It's really hard to find a true friend. One in a million as they say. To all my good friends who are now working abroad, i miss you so much guys. To my friends whom i haven't spend time with, to those who felt that i have neglected them, i am sorry. I never intended to do so. And to those who have always been there, who have always kept me standin', thank you so much.